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Thursday, January 7th, 2010
kaygail
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2:12a
At a Loss for Words
I just found out some rather disturbing news. Without actually saying the situation itself aloud, I'd just like to voice my opinion.
It boggles my mind how some men don't THINK. You have a family, and you're running around with another woman - bringing her to our family parties. How dare you. What kind of example are you trying to set for your children?
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(comment on this) Monday, January 4th, 2010
angelicafaye
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10:31p
today's equation
mild case of sleeping in
+
cheerios
+
1.5 hours of looking at taylor's chromosomes
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lunch reunion with grad students
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another 0.5 hours of cyto
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best fucking workout
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best fucking dinner c/o dad
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cigarettes
=
FIRST MONDAY OF THE YEAR
oh and i do have facebook apparently.
oh and my birthday's in 2 weeks.
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(comment on this) Sunday, January 3rd, 2010
angelicafaye
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3:00p
i rolled out of bed around 2 pm, after spending a few hours checking out a site called tumblr that my friend anne recommended. it was love at first site, i couldn't stop looking through all the nice photos and quotes and poems people were posting. i actually found a few nice blogs that, verbally, kind of resembled mine and the way i articulate my thoughts. i'm considering making an account but i feel like if i did i'd throw my fidelity to lj out the window lol.
today is definitely a lazy sunday. i'm watching the real desperate housewives of atlanta lol and indulging in this amazing chocolate brownie cheesecake with a ganache topping :D
school resumes tomorrow, which is scary because i feel like i am now in a race against time to get everything complete before the end of my program this fall. it's a weird feeling knowing i could be done with school forever in 2010, and will finally begin the career stage in my life. like i said before, i haven't ruled out continuing my education, but seeing the light at the end of the tunnel is a good place to be for now. i actually had this discussion with matt, who came out last night to watch the ufc fight. he's going through the same situation, being at the end of the academic phase and moving closer to the 'real world'. apparently he doesn't see teaching as his ultimate end, but i disagree.
anyway this cheesecake is calling my name so i'll end this here. cheers :)
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(comment on this) Saturday, January 2nd, 2010
angelicafaye
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1:38a
relationships are an awkward thing.
you date enough, and all of a sudden you think you know everything about the opposite sex. you think you have everything figured out, until you meet the one you fall for - the exception.
suddenly the rules start to fade, and you feel like you're back in kindergarden trying to learn the alphabet.
you attempt to regain control of the situation, but you can feel yourself changing, your thoughts suddenly consumed by this person.
and then comes the hard part - you end up transforming into someone you can no longer recognize, doing things you never envisioned yourself doing, saying things you would probably laugh at had you heard them come from someone else.
but maybe that's the most normal part - acting out of character, being crazy because you're excited and scared and anxious and sensitive all at the same time.
i guess the right person for you is the one who can somehow see past that, into the person you really are. i don't think they're necessarily afraid of that cover, because they know something better, something more real lies beneath the surface.
so that's basically what happened to me - i got caught up in something that now seems so superficial, something i thought was special but in retrospect doesn't seem to have existed. i felt myself becoming someone i wasn't, saying and doing things that were prompted mainly by emotion and not by logic. but i liked him, and and i thought he felt the same.
i guess the point behind this post is that lessons in love and life in general are almost always learned the hard way. you need to have your heart broken in order to understand both its resilience and your own depth of emotion. you need to lose people in your life to appreciate those who are willing to stick around.
so it's the new year, and i have to say i've learned my fair share of lessons in 2009.. i was talking to a friend about resolutions, and she said she didn't believe in having to wait for the beginning of a new year to 'start fresh' and make changes.. i guess that's true to some extent, and so for now i'll just rest on my laurels.
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angelicafaye
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12:34a
so i decided to delete facebook. i have no idea why, i just did it.
the only downside to not having it is that i can't keep in touch with people that i've met overseas.. but i'm sure i'll figure it out.
maybe i'll blog more - writing always works.
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angelicafaye
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3:55p
braving the elements in the name of shoppping
I heard this somewhere the other day, and was immediately brought back to a time when I thought this could be the best song I have ever heard in my entire life.
I'm at home in bed, tired as shit. Sandra and I fulfilled our goal of making it to Queen St on the morning of Boxing Day. We didn't manage to leave as early as we did last year (7 am) but still made it just in time to beat the masses.
I wasted no time and busted out my serious sale shopping skills, weaving through crazy women and picking up everything I liked. I found a dress I might wear for NYE but it may just end up being my contingency plan if the sequin mini is a no go.
I also bought the nicest gym bag and thanks to dad I have a pair of training gloves that will help prevent my hands from becoming consumed by calluses.
I'm not really the type of girl that sees shopping as a kind of therapeutic event, but today - or this morning rather - definitely got my mind off things.
After shopping we hooked up with Mat and indulged in massive amounts of sushi at a local joint that really impressed me for an all-you-can-eat.
Now I'm a mix between exhausted and apprehensive. I think I'm apprehensive because I want the year to be over already. I was informed by my cousin that he will be bringing Absinthe to the party, which has me a little concerned lol but I think it'll be a great night.
Happy Holidays everyone.. some photos to come!
A
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(comment on this) Friday, December 25th, 2009
aaronleonard
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2:55a
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
but heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
and heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life
why do I give valuable time
to people who don't care if I live or die
Two lovers entwined pass me by
and heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
and heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life
why do I give valuable time
to people who don't care if I live or die
What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed
"You've been the house too long" she said
and I naturally fled
In my life
why do I smile
at people who I'd much rather kick in the eye
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
but heaven knows I'm miserable now
"You've been the house too long" she said
and I naturally fled
In my life
why do I give valuable time
to people who don't care if I live or die
current music: the smiths - heaven knows i'm miserable now
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